Nonsensical, really

Somber days, golden rays; How does that make sense?
Do they jive? Come alive? My weary mind is gone.
Drop a hit, just one hit. Maybe two or three or five.
Raman noodles, spicy fries. There's nothing left to say.
Distort the faith that holds us here. Remove me from the lies.
Send me home. Where do I belong? Mommy, help me.